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FUCK YEA. MISSION COMPLETED.

Or at least, the bigger part of it.  Now I can go on with my life.

.A teacher of mine once said to the whole class: In the world we live in,there is no place for kindness;purity; serenity; honesty; your deepest feelings.  They should stay hidden deep inside you. Lock them up and don't let them out until you're sure that the person against you deserves them. In this world, you should be wolves. Look out for your own skin. Fight. Hunt. Otherwise, someone will hunt YOU down. 
Sick of being a sheep. Bye, sheep-ness, hello wolf-ness.PERIOD. Hiding-all-kindness-and-all-other-positive-qualities-of-my-heart-for-people-who-do-not-deserve-it process COMPLETE.